You just thought

You thought you had it all. I thought so but... I gotta go.

I dont know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and i cant see straight
My muscles feel like a malee
My bodys curled in a u shape
I put on my best but im still afraid
Propered up by lies with promises
Saving my place as lifes forgets
Maybe its time i saw the world
I'm only gere for a while
But patiences is not my style
And im so tired i gotta go

What am i suppose to want now
What am i supposew to do
Did you really think i wouldnt see this through
Tell me i should stick around for you
Tell me i could have it all
I'm still tired to care and i gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But I leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
im following suit and directions
i crawl up inside for protection
im told what to do and i dont know why
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away

im ready to live with my family
im ready to die in obscurity
cause im so tired that i gotta go

what am i suppuse to want now
what am i suppose to do you still
dont think im going see this through
tell me im a part of history
tell me i can have it all
im still to tired to care and i gotta go


still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go (stone soure)


Update: check it on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFK4HD7KAjk

The selfish!!

Lately some people forget. One thing I've learned the last few years is that you never forget!! Yourself in the first place but the other one(s) are still second. You're not alone!!!

So...

The selfish theyre all standing in line...
Faith in their hope and to buy themselves time.
Me, I figure as each breath goes by,
I only own my mind.